Hey everyone. Things haven't been the best lately and... I need to be honest, I haven't felt good for the past few days. The past few days have possibly been the worst in my life. I've been an emotional wreck and the worst part is that it's my fault that I'm like this. All this pain I've been feeling is because of me and my issues. I've had my highs and my lows. During my highs I actually feel like I may be getting better, but then my lows happen and all of that just implodes, I become reclusive, silent, sad... Even suicidal. Typing that makes me feel like I need to puke but it's true. But this has helped me put some things into perspective,